and so here i am

that's right.

do i flow?
do i trust what's organic yo'?



:)


yeah. but first another bath.

but i have started a blog
this blog

and to it i return tonight.
and will continue to
again and again
until i get it


this burning desire
to

express



is here to stay



and to that i say


huurray!
oy vey!


and everything beyond that
and in between



some of us were
BORN TO WRITE

i know i was
especially every time i find myself here
like tonight





and here i intend to go on burning bright
somewhere in the night

time ... organically

time
you found time enough to love
and i found love enough to hold you

so tonight
barry manilow on my itunes


i pass no judgements
that are harshness
and critical

no siree.

 ....

tonight i'm here to flow and write
organically.

last night in bed
a single tear
and then a deluge
as i invited inspiration in and connected with a rich sliver of a past i once held dear.

Today is your birthday! My twin sister sang to me In a voice mail she left on my cell. Indeed. I'm a bit quieter. I sent her a pair of green converse sneaks.

i'm here!
i'm alive!
i'm well

i'm a alright.



whew.

it's taken me a while to get here but here i am.





everything i have ever done .. has led me to this moment in time.


"... the gate's been lifted and she's coming out!"

look at her go!


man that horse is fast!


pulease.
:)



i've got so much energy and am so quick i might as just have a conversation with myself.

which makes this writing medium perfect.

"i'm coming out" on the jukebox"

beautiful.